Since My family is leaving to Oregon in about 14 hours, for one i should probably get to bed, but the more important thing i had to take my little Abby to Ty's house to sleep over for the duration of my trip. I swear my whole life i've thought mom's were just weird. Honestly. I'm no
t being mean. i've just never gotten it. I've always thought to myself i'm never going to be a worry mom. my children are going to be just fine. I'm not going to grow gray hairs over my kids. For example let's say Mother Sue leaves her baby Buttercup at Sue's sister Viola's house. Sue grew up with Viola and knows she is a responsible person and Sue trusts Viola. Besides Viola has had a baby. Sue should be okay and know Viola will take care of baby Buttercup. Nevertheless Sue worries her eyes out about Buttercup and is sick to the heart when she leaves. Besides the fact that Sue will miss her baby, common. Buttercup will be fine. THAT'S exactly where i am wrong, an
d have been wrong my whole life. Let me tell you the story. I trust Ty and his family so much. and they have a dog, so when they told me they are okay with Watching my dog Abby, i'm all "sUpEr!" she's going to be so well taken care of i wont even have to lose a blink over her. haha I took Abby up to Ty's house tonight at like 9:30. We get there and Abby of course is scared. it's a new place but Abby knows Tyson and Kylee, no big deal, she'll get to know Michele and Curtis in no time. oh yeah and 'dogzilla' -the ginormas doberman Raider, compared to Abby Raider probably is 'dogzilla'- Once Raider learns that Abby is not her chew toy, everything will be okay. haha (tea
sing Raider is a good dog, just curious) Anyways so we set up Abby's little bed and i go to leave. Here's where the heart wrenching starts. I put Abby down into her little cage and bed for nighttime, when she totally starts crying. Her bark was not a -Bark bark *hello i want out of my cage i'm not tired right now* bark barK- it was more of a -Bark bark *mommy no! don't leave me here!! i'm going to miss you!!! i'm so scared! i don't know this place! please help me!!* bark barK- yeah i now know how mothers feel. the cry is so different! it just tears at your heart! needless to say, Tyson coaxed me out of the room and i left for home. As soon as i got home though i called Ty and asked
him to check on Abby and see if she was still barking or if she's okay. He told me she was okay, and he even played with her for a bit, which was really nice of him considering he is so sick, *whoops i gave him my cold :(* it meant a lot to me that he played with her. after they played Ty said she went back into her cage just fine and laid down to go to sleep. *that's my Abby* but sitting here writing about her makes me feel bad and think of her. i hope she's okay!! she doesn't like thunder and it's thundering outside. i hope she's not scared!! I think i just need to remember that Ty's family will take wonderful care of her. haha. Probably better care than she is when she's with me. I'm so gratef
ul for them watching Abby! Thank you so much guys!!
i feel so bad now. Like i need to repent for ever thinking mom's were weird. haha. wow. i feel so horrible! honestly though, i never thought rude things i just have always found it funny until now. now it's not so funny. . . .i'm sorry :-(
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