New Year Resolutions...

It's that time of the year again. I have thought about it more and more this year. More than I usually do. I have this little list of things I should better my life with by implementing them into my routine, but there's just to many and I'm getting overwhelmed. Also I'm to lazy to start implementing them, there's just not a good day. Ugh. I hate new years resolutions. They suck. Hence...me never making them. This year seems a little bit different though. It's like I know there's things I should "work on" but I think I'm afraid if I voice it it'll be like all those other years when I failed my new years resolutions (except for one. One year I did go a WHOLE year without drinking ANY type of pop. Pretty amazing huh? My dad also gave me a hundred bucks for it. When the new year came, My cousin and I went out and bought all the new pops we missed out on for the year. There was like code red, a blue pepsi drink, and some more, and instead of screaming HAPPY NEW YEARS we instead started drinking pop...never in my life had I been more sick than I was after I downed 3 liters of pop the rest of that night.) Needless to say. I'm a scardy cat. I don't want to make any changes to my life because I'm afraid I'll fail. Or rather I'll just give up. I've tried to set goals before. They usually only last 5 days. But I think I'm going to try to have one goal this year. Only one...That way I wont be overwhelmed by all the stuff I have to try to accomplish, and I only have to think about changing/bettering one thing. . .now just to think of ONE thing. hum.... Maybe having one is worse than having 10. Do I pick an easy one because I KnOW i'll accomplish it, or do I pick a REAL one...? I'll let you know what I decide when I decide it.
toodles. :)