Some People

I don't know what the world is coming to. What drives people to do the stupid insane things that they do?? What reasoning they use to justify their actions?? Sometimes the things people do make me so irratated that i just want to tell them to rot in Hell. But then i think that i really shouldn't say that, because that's not nice and one day their judgment will come and who am i to cast the first stone....?? But nevertheless i'm so frustrated. Let me start at January 5th. OOoops. Well Tyson got out of class early and he met me at work so we could go to lunch together. I grabbed my purse and we walked hand in hand to the best place...McDonalds. Who cares it's food, we had a gift certificate...so it was free, and i was spending my lunch with Ty. Well i set my purse on the ground next to me and well (my fault) i left my purse behind as Tyson and i left. My reasoning was everytime Tyson and I go out and he is paying i don't take my purse. It's a pain to carry. So i was conditioned to think that i was with Ty, he paid, i dont' have my purse. Oops. well back to work and at 7:00 i go to leave work and my purse isn't there. My mind was racing...where was it. Then my heart sank with a sickning thud...It was at McDonalds. so i went over there and asked if it had been turned in. No one there had seen it, but Tyson left his number asked to see the security tapes...Well at about 11:00 that night they had called and said it "turned up". not sure what that means. basically i'm super glad that it turned up, and everything but 80.00 was there. what made the purse suddenly turn up...i don't know. Now today is so much more irratating than my purse...cus in all honesty my purse was half my fault. Tyson has a lap top we got him last August. He also stays in a research lab most of the time when he isn't in class ( it's the lab he does research in with Dr. Trask), which is at the bottom on the lind lecture hall, mainly so out of the way of any normal person. Well it was stolen today. I don't know much else to say about it. i could describe how Ty had to go to a meeting for the Rotorac club and was carrying food through the lab to get to the class where the meeting was held, he had a "thought" of needing to close the door but he had a bunch of pizza in his hand so he'd do it after he set the pizza down. I could explain how somethimes things slip our minds. How the door of the lab was only left open a sliver...so the person, he/she, knew that there was a lab down there and there might be something expensive in the lab. This irresponsible person came in pushed open the door walked in turned the corner, and then walked down and grabbed the computer. all i can think of was that this "robbery" was so thought out, so constructed for days before this object preditor pounced on Ty's laptop. I just don't understand people. It's so frustrating. I know there are good people in the world, but at this point in time what is the ratio good vs. bad?? who's winning? i don't think the good side is. also how much does the "by-stander effect" affect us?? where our mentality is that there is so many others that must have saw/heard that, that someone else will report it...then it's never reported. I can say i'm guilty of. But i'd also like to say that if i witnessed somehting (even something small) i could say i am the one to help. I'm making a challenge that the good can start fighting back. we can join forces, help each other out...and maybe we can pull in the lead. I've read a poem before A smile is infectious, You catch it like the flu, When someone smiled at me today, I started smiling too. I passed around the corner, and someone saw my grin, When he smiled I realized, I'd passed it on to him. I thought about that smile, Then I realized its worth, A single smile just like mine, Could travel round the earth. So if you feel a smile begin, Don't leave it undetected - Let's start an epidemic quick And get the world infected! Now really lets start smiling more, but also maybe we can replace smile with good deed and maybe it'll work the same...someone helped me out i helped them out....??? Also I say let the fun begin!! Everyone says that they have trials, they are tempted to do something they shouldn't....well Tyson and I are trying to make it together. A, we want to make it to the temple and i can see how maybe Satan doesn't want us to so things are happening to Try to get Tyson and I to be uspet with each other. and B, we want to be married. we love each other and we are ready to beging a crazy life together, and nothing is going to break us up, no small thing. we are in this together. All the things that can go wrong...just might. but with Love, Support, Communication, and Faith in the Lord, I believe we will make it. So let the new year begin...Bring it.